I want to write about you
I want to use my words to show you what my body can't
I want to love you with words,
Hold you with emotions,
Touch you with my heart.

I want to let you in

I really do

But

Baby, I'm sacred

Scared that your love will ruin me
I'm scared that My love will ruin me
I'm scared for me.
I've been here before.

I cant love you.
Please understand.
I cant ever love you.

My mind , my body my soul lures me to you.
They bleed for you,
Crave you,
Need you,
So bad.

But , I just cant love you
I'm scared to