im 18years old and have loved the same boy for two years a boy who loved me for 4 years. He frustrates, pisses me off, makes me feel every emotion possible at once and im so young.... sometimes i wonder what i am to do with all of this time.. Obviously marriage isnt possible at this point were so young but i notice so much young couples in love talk about marriage like its nothing.. so as i said what am i to do with this time .. i can focus on the future or work on the now and everyone does it differently but there litteraly is no inbetween theirs couples who only talk of the future aka the "when were old enough..." or your living in the moment day by day aka the "what if..." each must be tormenting to the heart the future isnt promised and its hard to deal with everyday thinking what if i cant keep him... i dont know im rambiling on but how cruel is it to find someone you love this young and have to wait to see if you will make it to a future....