So I ventured out to meet a new person, last week and I HOPE it went well, though I am never sure.
This has NOTHING to do with dating, friend finds beyond the screen..
I am in search...hopefully, to find a place to belong or work or play and be accepted as I am.
She says with a sad sad smile...
That person, I met last week... I liked immediately and hopefully she didn't think me nuts, cause her company was fascinating!
An incredible person who loves people and animals alike, which was evidenced by her work.
She has led me to a music session, of some sort to go to and I am already freaking out that I may , no that I will, venture through another unknown door.
TONITE!
It wasn't so hard when I was younger. I was taken at face value. Now I just don't know.
Maybe I say to much to cover my fears, maybe I am just too much and don't know where peoples lines are drawn.
I don't think I recognize line limitations.
I am always honest but maybe my life seems too much for others...I just don't know.
Shit.
Still psyched about possibly meeting people with music in their lives. Not the kind you just listen to, but the kind you share, make, participate in.
But, being on here and some of the stuff I have come to realise about people... makes me want to figure this line drawing stuff out, soooo...off I will go ,expanding my world.... and hopefully not pissing someone off in the process.
Sigh...FUN...I pray! :)

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