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One year earlier my DAD tried to take his life and my MOM life by penning her against a car door and pulling the trigger of a 357 MAGNUM when they took him to the hospital they found he had GANG GREEN from and old WAR wound ads the MAN of the CLOTH & the COP SAID they gave him his last Rights when I went to the door of the E.R. Room........I told them let me in there I want to KICK the LIFE SPORT out of the wall THE COP SAID I was still ""MAD"' and I could not go in to the E.R. ROOM.......I told him MY DAD tried to kill my MOM to SO YES I"M "'MAD"' Let him go to "'HELL"' I SAID then I turned to MY MOM and said I was going to go clean up the Blood in her CAR and I will not come back to SEE MY DAD I hope he dies...But he didn't DIE he LIVED to kill my MOM 1 year later on MAY 1 1985 on that day I had $1500.oo in my pocket to give to my MOM for a nest Egg ...But she never new about it,,,I was on my way over to her house that morning when I got the NEWS....I get said on this day and will always get sad on this day....As I write this STORY on MAY 1 2016 it still brings a tear to my EYES!!! R.I.P. MOM I miss "'YOU"' VERY MUCH and I still talk to you at night before I go to bed,,,I know YOU CAN HEAR ME....I was a MOMA"S BOY and would do anything YOU ASKED OF ME....




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In 1997 I died and I had to be revived ,,I went to the tunnel with the LIGHT At The OTHER END that's where I saw my MOM she was working in the tunnel telling people to go to the light and some people she asked if they wanted to help out and work for "'GOD"',, When I got next to her she gave me a BIG BEAR HUG and a KISS on the Check....She said "'GOD"' GRANTED Her a wish for working so hard with the people going to the LIGHT so she told "'GOD"' she wanted to talk to my SON RICK again ONE MORE TIME ,,So "'GOD"' brought me to HER as a surprise so we could talk after me and my MOM talk for awhile she said there was someone else that wanted to talk to me ...I said I do not want to talk to DAD at all if he was there............She said No it's not your DAD and when YOU hear his VOICE you will know who it is there only one voice like IT..My MOM told me to take the path behind me and the VOICE will contact "'YOU"' on the way he has some QUESTIONS to ask YOU RICK...As I walked down the PATH I heard "'GOD"S"' VOICE saying relax RICK it's not your TIME YET YOU OUR ON MY TIME NOW and we have all the time we need...."'GOD"' said I will ask YOU a QUESTION RICK then You can ASK ME A QUESTION O.K. RICK....

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....HE then said RICK when YOU DIE what is it YOU want to be remember FOR after YOU DIE??/ I said that's easy "'GOD"' I would like to be remember for proving there is a "'GOD"' not witch GOD OR WHO"S GOD just that there is a "'GOD"' after a few min. went by THE VOICE SAID THEN WRITE A BOOK RICK ,,YOU CAN"T GET ALL OF them to BELIEVE but YOU can get some to BELIEVE!!!! BUT I FOR GOT TO ASK "'GOD"' WHAT TO WRITE about....HE then said your turn RICK What QUESTION DO YOU HAVE FOR ME??? I said can I see YOU "'GOD"'??/ "'GOD"' said NO only after YOU GO THROW THE LIGHT it's a test of FAITH I been doing this for thousand of years and I like to keep it that way,,,HOW would YOU LIKE TO SEE MY HAND ??/ I said yes I would like that ...GOD said give me a few mins. and I will show it to YOU....In 2016 N.A.S.A. took a picture of "'GOD HAND"' I wrote an OPINION ON IT YOU CAN SEE IT On My PAGE ...That was 19 years ago "'GOD"' said give ME a FEW MINS.ALBERT EINSTEIN was RIGHT TIME DOES SLOW DOWN AS YOU APPROACH the speed of light "'GOD"S"' SPEED.....WELL it seemed like I was there for awhile but when they brought me back to LIFE they said I was only dead for a few min.......

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.I never asked "'GOD"' Why he took my MOM that way 25 days before her first grand child was born ...My MOM was very happy before she died planing on taking care of her first GRAND BABY that's what the NEST EGG WAS FOR SO SHE WOULD A MONEY TO GET WHAT SHE WANTED For the new Grand child CRYSTAL my sister kid she has 7 grand kids and one great Grandson now that will make her happy SHE SAID SHE VISIT them All and she checks up on the family all the TIME ,,,So MOM JOLINE MY OLDEST KID IS GOING TO HAVE ANOTHER ONE IN SEPT. this is why I'm writing YOU THIS LETTER ON MAY FIRST THE DAY So MANY YEARS AGO NOW but IT STILL HURTS THE SAME........I LOVE YOU MOM AND I MISS YOU A LOT That will never go away the pain is deep in my "'HEART".....I knew that "'GOD"' wanted a new ANGEL so he called my MOM home so SHE COULD WORK for Him ,,,So that makes her an ANGEL Right she works for "'GOD"' in the Tunnel the one with the light at the END of IT.......I THINK SO She was An ANGEL In "'LIFE"' she help out people all the time in her "'LIFE TIME"' and SHE never ASK FOR ANYTHING BACK She was happy to help out those in NEEDING a hand UP not a hand Out and she like to feed people too she always made a little more for people who stop by around feeding Time she said it was good for the "'SOUL'" and that made her HAPPY.......

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;;;/<+>/*\<+>\;;; This means "'GOD"' WATCH OVER US ALL...............