And then he said " CANCER IT GOT INSIDE OF YOU ''...,
does this mean my lifes over...?,
theirs so much i did'nt..., i did'nt do...,.

CANCER of the heart..., man , thats rare...,
we don't think you'll make it off the table...,
hell , what do i care...?.

I made it off the table...,
open heart , surgery...,
we'll see if you survive , CHEMO...,
the CHEMO-THERAPY...,.

CHEMO , or CANCER...?,
if i only knew...,
i would wish for death...,
before the CHEMO , was through...,.

You survived...!, you survived...!,
a miracle..., thats you...,
oh , i did'nt tell you...?,
in two years..., your through...,.

3 years..., 8 months..., 21 days...,
i'm still confused..., still in a haze...,.

I'll say this much , my friend , till the end...,
i did'nt bow down..., and i did'nt cry...,
i accepted my fate...,
and waited too die...,.

Worst part is..., the kids in the ward...,
i left on my feet...,
and they..., on a board...,.

So " FUCK YOU CANCER ''...!,
i win today...!,
i'll live for those kids...,
the ones you took away....jd cancer free.


So why did i live...?, and they die...?, sometimes i just don't get it...,
but i don't dwell upon that too much..., too busy living...,
not just for me , my new responsibility...jd...3 years , 8 months , 21 days...