ENCOUNTER ONESELF

A trip inside the mind
Where hatred is sublime.
Fearing what I’ll find
Transcending chaos for all time.

Where the shadows turn to darkness,
Where light has no place in this
Heavenless
Thoughts of the malevolent

A second visit
Reveals the sick and twisted
As unholy desires are gifted.
Oh, how I missed it.

I didn’t let the rage into my heart,
I let it out!
Now hatred has manifest itself in me
So I am nothing if not angry.

There is nowhere to go, nowhere to climb
Now that I am mine.
And there is never any help
For encountering oneself.