When I was young I believed in
the possibility of the reality of my dreams
But what dreams were those?
Only naive whispers of whishes
I think

Sometimes

Look at me
I am in college
Reaching for a sensible, for a probable, for a logical, accomplishment
Because it's hard to pay for things with a well rhymed,painted line

But it's fine
Right?

It's the smart choice, the right choice
I can find joy on the side
After 5
When I get home from work

When I think about this out loud
They say
If you really want it
GO FOR IT
But it's not that easy

You have to account for Y and X
And plan for the future because time doesn't rest

And how CAN I?
GO FOR IT
when I'm not sure what IT is or how to get there