Fear is when there are too many crowds
When you get claustrophobic with too many people around
Your brain can't seem to find the words
You are focused on other sounds that you heard


Around people I know my voice is loud
In close group of friends or even small crowds
When I'm on my own not a single word leaves my mouth
Fear is in my veins and my mind is filled with doubt


With this I am different because you don't see me
You see a young woman with vulnerability
Those with not good intentions approach me in the street
They will chase after me or follow me not being discreet


I walk as fast as I can to get away
For me this is just a repeat of another day
I smile when I see the comfort of home
Where my dog sits waiting reminding me I'm not on my own