Hello, My name is Ronnie Nelson. I am a 21 year old female from orange county CA. I am engaged to the love of my life. And currently have no children. My family and friends are everything to me and I'd do anything for them. I actually lost my father at the age of 18, and this is what my blog is about. I want to help those who have lost or currently dealing with the sickness of their parents. I know I can be helpful or at least be an ear to those that are grieving or have questions. Maybe you can meet someone on here that you relate to. I never had a safe place where people understood what I was going through. That's my goal here. Ask me questions make comments, I wont ever get offended thats what this is for <3

"Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're gonna get." -Forrest Gump
I'm here to write about what is on my mind or going on in my life, the good and the bad. Life is a rollercoaster, and sometimes we need a bit of a release.

Military for 40 years without ever joining. 17 yrs with dad and 23 with the ex. Europe, central and south America, and the great United States of America, have been my playground. The life of a daughter, wife, mother and now a 15 year divorcee of men who had dreams and daughters I no longer know. I lived dreams beyond anything I could have imagined. I just went with it and the ride was awesome, even if filled with challenges. Dreams of espionage and dangerous missions, families left behind .... Well that was them, yes and me, but my story is yet to be told. I wonder if I really have a dream, a story. Well I'm about to find out. I'm just gonna write..write here.That was then this is now.