Female, 37, I am a mom of 3 beautiful children; I am currently residing in a recovery house. Yes I am actually telling the whole world this. Never thought I would have the guts to tell everyone. I am trying to get my crap back together. I fell hard for a while, now I am back on the bandwagon and actually see a glimpse of a silver lining.

Military for 40 years without ever joining. 17 yrs with dad and 23 with the ex. Europe, central and south America, and the great United States of America, have been my playground. The life of a daughter, wife, mother and now a 15 year divorcee of men who had dreams and daughters I no longer know. I lived dreams beyond anything I could have imagined. I just went with it and the ride was awesome, even if filled with challenges. Dreams of espionage and dangerous missions, families left behind .... Well that was them, yes and me, but my story is yet to be told. I wonder if I really have a dream, a story. Well I'm about to find out. I'm just gonna write..write here.That was then this is now.