PRAYER OF HATE

For reasons you'll never know, 
With emotions I'll never show ,
I'm ready to draw within;
I'm ready to let the darkness win.

The outstretched claws rip and tear.
Would leave most with a fearful stare.
Not me, it's exciting.
This battle is not worth fighting.

You call me sick and twisted.
I don't care, I can't resist it .
Don't judge me.
You live your life, 
I'll live mine,
Living in the darkest part of my mind.

A place no one goes,
When I'll emerge no one knows.
I mumble a prayer of hate 
As the light begins to dissipate.

I curse the world
As the tendrils of my reality come unfurled.
The fibers of sanity snap
As I make my way back,
Back to the holiness of the black.