Lately I have really been questioning my beliefs, and taking into account my catholic upbringing this has come as quite the surprise to my parents and family, we keep a close relationship so I am well capable of talking to my parental units about this sort of thing but nonetheless, I do not like to look at myself as one of those "enlightened beings" nor do I like to see myself as the type to shove my atheism down your throat. To be honest I really do not know what I believe, but what I do know is that I have yet to see proof that this higher entity is guiding humanity on this path to what seems self destruction. Personally I think that if we humans as a whole spent half the time worrying about the future of our planet and the well being of generations to come then we worry about organized religion and the mess that comes along with it, that'll be the day I will be happy to put my offspring in the world, maybe all of this is some hippy dippy bullshit about worshiping the earth that I am spewing out or maybe I am just another loose screw from generation z, but really does it not make more sense? Why wouldn't we worship the thing that gives literally everything to us. It just seems like this whole human experience would be better if we actually experienced it as humans and not in the whole "get an education, get a job, get a wife, and save money so you can enjoy the last 10 years of your life" template that has been set here for me. I WANT TO LIVE