THE TRIGGER

I see my goal in sight,
Feel the warmth of the golden light.
But the golden ray begins to slip away
With the fear of losing this fight.

Fear has invade
False worries created
My reality debated
All of it instigated

Oddly, I would never trade it.
Maybe its because my sanity has faded...
Regardless, I will go to sleep sedated.
If I wake I will know I made it.