Why can’t I feel it?

The way I want to



My veins force red,

But my heart is blue



Smother me with warmth,

Melt my ice lathered skin



I may not feel it,

I’m empty within



Rip out my soul

And breath life between it’s lips



Beat beauty into it’s lungs,

Watch as it’s stomach turns flips



Watch it’s eyes full of malice,

Afraid to live again



Remind it of how we once were,

Don’t grant it to condemn



It has choked on darkness

For far too long



Destroying me; I am brittle,

I am diamond

And I am strong



Let me seek love the way a human should,

For I cannot feel it

Like I know I could