Ordinarily I wouldn't care
if I didn't find you there.
But today I needed you;
Somewhat blue,
I could have used a hug or two,
a little time to chew,
lay back and quaff a few...
Some laughing always helps renew.

More mellow than sad,
not really bad--
Just wanted your company--
long time no see...

Weary of the disconnect,
wanting to reconnect,
reflect...

Not lonely but there's always that desire to be part of a group,
to join with another and be understood,
feel relevant in another's hood.

My body feels so heavy,
I can barely move.
Will I ever get in the groove?