Its only a few words here and there and a few pictuers but i get excited and this feeling of being free with him, I know nothing physical or emotional will come of it as we live miles apart, but I get this thrill, and excitiment when i see i have recived a message, something inside squirms and makes me want him more and more, i guess its that idea of him being out of my reach, i do wonder if he was here would things be different and i guess the answer is most likely going to be yes, but i would give anything at this moment to have that one moment with him, where my body quivers to his touch, the way he says my name, how he would hold me, i imagine the hair on my arms would stand on end with the excitment rushing through me... just one moment is all i want