Two people, the only thing we are connected from is our experience with each other. You showed me what love felt like after multiple heartbreaks. You made me like pink again. I miss the days when we would call, I miss the days where you would spend every day with me, I miss the days when you would tell me when you loved me. I miss every bit of you: your voice, your smile I would see occasionally, the quotes you would say from your favorite gamers, and you telling me your schedule so we could make time for each other. What happened to it all? How could something so beautiful end so fast? I was happy because I had you; you were my most prized possession. Now, all that comes up when I talk about you is how you're my favorite ex and all our memories. It's been a year since we broke up, longer since then since we've dated, but I can never seem to leave you alone. I can think I moved on and got with someone with at least one thing resembling you. All I want is you, and I've had you, but I don't have you anymore. It's not like we broke up because of anything bad. We broke up because you were having issues at home, which i was there even after we broke up, im still here now, we are still friends, but we arent same anymore, a year can change alot more than looks, but any and everytime we speak all i see is the same 15 year old i fell in love with, i wonder if you still think about me that way or if you just regret dating me because now you have someone obessed with you. I know we are still young, you are 16 i am 15 but something about us is so different than everyone else and you fail to realize that, you fail to realize how much i still love you, if we happen to get back together it would be the same as last time, never ending calls, texts, spending time with only eachother but communicating when we needed space. I never needed space from you. All I wanted was your attention and love. We never argued, you cared, you still do care, you still remind me when to go to bed, you still check up on me every 2 days, you've just been busy, and it's not like I'm your girlfriend. I saw a girl following you a few months ago, she has your initial in her bio. Do you like her? I remember when your name on all platforms used to be "Sabina's Boyfriend." you obviously dont love her the same amount you used to love me, or else her inital would also be on your profile, you know shes no where close to me, does she also resemble me in some way? Do you still love me? I used to pray for you whenever you would hurt yourself, i would cry FOR you when you told me you wanted to end everything, you are such a sweet boy and never deserved any of that, you deserve better than me infact, im just your ex that cant get over you after a year, am I pathetic.