All I want is a relentless love. The type of person who will stay no matter how tough things may seem. A person who stands by the vows they desire to keep once the connection of two souls that become one are united. I ask myself if this could be happening to me at the moment, though only God knows. I'm taking my sweet time but I think I'm finally falling for someone who has become a great friend. He keeps me grounded and is the kindest. I can always find God in our encounters. I love that he brings him up and has also invited me to his church. I'm totally looking forward to it. Though I don't invite any man to my church it is because I need to know it's certain. He has pursued me for a very long time but it is just recently that I find myself wanting him. I have him in my thoughts and I love how we started speaking until wee hours getting to know one another. He is very attentive and gives me his undivided attention. That is a major turn on. Not only that but recently I met his family. They are pretty amazing and treat me wonderfully. I'm truly enjoying this change. He has reached the depth of my soul to get to know me. He has entered my heart in a way that it was inevitable to shut him out.
I can see it in his eyes. The spark and desire to keep me. I will keep this relationship in my prayers. I know God I'll guide me into the right decision . I haven't felt this way in years. Throughout the years after my breakup I have dated but this is the first time that I'm actually liking someone with the hope of falling in love.
Im worthy to be loved.