When I begun this blog, I used it as a way to write my own opinions and thoughts online without anyone who knew me interfering. A lot of what I write online would be talked about around school and I could never be myself. I always felt like I had to put up an image in real life, and I found somewhere I could finally be myself.

There were many people on here who frequently read my content and gave me support, they kept me going when times were tough. I struggled a lot with depression. I really started to feel good in myself, I was eating healthily, I went vegan and started to care for my body. I was exercising regularly and was optimistic about that future. That is until a friend of mine committed suicide and suddenly I saw life the way I saw it before I felt happy again. It brought me into a deep depression, making me think about how fragile life is and how it has little meaning. I was wreckless for my first year at university, not taking care of my health or my body, until I met a wonderful boy who I have now been with almost one year later.

When I was 17, the last thing I ever wanted was a boyfriend. I was against any thought of a relationship and never opened up to any because every boy I had met was rude, horrible and immature. My boyfriend helped me to care about life again, to be happy and myself, to love my body and take care of it. Relationships are hard but I am in a much better place now at 20.

Before, I was an aspiring actress. Although performing arts was something I adored, I have found a passion for psychology, learning about people and how their minds work which is kind of what I loved about acting. Getting into the mind of my characters but this time, learning about every human being I can. I'm now at university, I've finished my second year and I'm looking forward to the future and starting my third year in a few months.

I was vegetarian until I was 12, and when I was 18 I turned vegan. This is a major change that had a huge impact on my life. I feel like it had a domino effect on every area of my life. My true passion is to be kind to every life and life compassionately. I feel so much happier in myself knowing I am not causing any harm to animals as much as I can.

I hope to use this platform more and more as a way to continue to express myself like it had done years ago.