Many other people are dying to get your qualities and you are trying to get others. In and all it is a game , not everyone has everything , so why are you worrying ,just respect and grow with what you have. Ofcourse you can aim for more but feel happy about it ,don't stress yourself and make it more worse.
Life is very simple, without asking, it has given us so much which we ignore on daily basis , don't do what my father did else someone like me would cry for your presence , you are important to someone , just keep that in your mind , take this life as a blessing and accept it. Once it is yours then you can change everything about it.