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Why would I be willing to give a man a chance to play with my heart?
I knew what he wanted, he made it very clear. He knew what I wanted but I didn't make it clear enough. I continued to still hang out with him and let him put his arms around me. I let him hug and kiss me. I even let him hold my hand in front of anyone.
I stayed with him for over a year. I fell in love with him and we had so much in common. But even though he said he didn't want a relationship, I thought that maybe if he hung out with me long enough he would change his mind! How foolish! Why would I do that to myself?
We had another big blow out, but this time it may be different. When I told him that I hated him and how selfish he was, this time I truly sounded like I meant it.
And now it's been 4 days and I miss him dearly! Have I tried to reach out to him? NO WAY!! I won't do it! I think I've been foolish enough! We have had our disagreements before and we even went without speaking for a whole week. Then he gave in and texted me. Then foolish me fell for it again and hoped that this time it would be different. Deep down inside I knew it wasn't. But I was still hoping.
Will I do it again if he decides to reach out again? I don't know!! This time I feel a bit stronger but STILL feel that I just may give in. Why would I want to give a man who doesnt care to love me, chance after chance? Why wouldn't I want to say goodbye to someone who is still willing to play with my heart?