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The house is empty, cause my entire family is out, having a great time, and I am just sitting here. All alone...
It´s not becaue I don´t wanna socialize, it´s the complete opposite.
I wanna spent time with myself, cause I´ve grow fond of my own company. Is that an excuse??
And when they as, "why are you sitting home alone, and why do you never go out", I feel sad, I feel boring, and I am not! It´s not because I hate people, but because i DON´T feel like going out at this moment. I have to admit though, it has something to do with me not finding these people slight interesting. They all like coming together, and celebrate shit, but why when you all know you all hate each other. Not HATE, but judges each other.
You can never participate in an event without someone giving you stares and have something to talk about later.
Don´t know if it´s just me, but what can I do. One person really fucked me up, and is huge part in me feeling this way. A bit INSECURE.
Yes I said it, I feel insecure. If you knew me, that´s something I would never say about myself.
I hate saying things, that reminds me of self pitty. No.
I only understand myself, and that´s why I love being with myself. I love saying stupid thing, and laugh at my own jokes. I love sitting here writing my heart out, even if it sound lame.
I don´t now.Though someone could relate, so sorry for being to boring...
Love
Muna
