So last night my boyfriend and I broke up, I am not sure if this was the correct decision he wants to say friends which is good with me, I just hope it dosent make it harder for him or I to move on, I wont be moving on anytime soon thats for sure, I need my own space me time and i guess thats part of the reason we split and I know it was my fault and because I have some things I need to deal with and Im finding it hard to have people want me to be happy all the time, I am a good actor when I want to be but at the moment im finding it very hard, I think i will build my walls back up and retreat back to being on my own, thats the best way i know how to be, i know how to be independed i dont need other people.. atleast i dont think so anyway.