Just to share... My gentle giant is one if the deputy sheriffs in the movie "Parkland". When I first saw him he was in a sheriffs uniform but I thought he was a real sheriff! That was just over a year ago. Our eyes met, briefly, but mine dropped and looked away. I was not in the right place back then. I had actually been dragged along to the film set by friends. He was playing a sheriff in this role also. I thought he was there to keep peace.
So here I am now with this man who confuses the heck out of me. In a good way! He keeps me in check from being self deprecating. He believes in all the silliness that is in my world and even contributes things to it. When he travels he brings me fun and interesting things to remake and redo. He lets me live and breath my reality!
He is becoming my reality!
last night he showed up unexpectedly in a black chariot to whisk me away from.....me. I had let him off the hook from coming by to see me when I heard his busy schedule. He accepted the offer to not come over. Bummer.
Well, next thing you know I am on a self pity trip and feeling down.
i did some writing and some transferring something I had written on my phone onto this site. A poem about keeping him at arms length.
Before I met him I gave him this site and said if you really want to get into my head then read me.
He did and still does.
He read that poem grabbed a chariot, black convertible, and dropped in unexpectedly whisking me away for a drive with the top down! I left with no purse no shoes no nothing but felt like I had everything!
I think I just might!
faith hope and grace......love.