I am Heather (as you can see by the name) I am 18 and have always lived on a small island called cumbrae. But recently, i have moved to glasgow to stay in student accomodation - alot better than i expected must i say! I study OT and have met alot of people in my lectures already that i get on with very well. But in my accomodation, i seem to feel like i dont really fit in. ive always been a people person and got on with everyone really well, but this time im not really feeling the whole socialising thing. Im happy to be on my own for a bit. Its not like i dont have any friends, i have really close knit group of friends and family, but im using the space i have and letting myself be alone and away from all the drama back home. I am enjoying it, but i seem a wee bit uneasy and nervous alot for some reason. Do i need to let go and fling myself in the deep end and get in amungst student life and the antics or can i be happy to have a bit of relaxing time, become more independant, and study what i really want to do?
Me and my boyfriend have been going out for nearly 8 months now, and just today he has left to go away working in the merchant navy on a boat. He is 3 weeks on, 1 week off and this goes on up until middle of december or so. It was a bit of an emotional goodbye, but im enjoying space to myself and only me. I mean dont get me wrong, i miss him like mad and think about him all the time, it will fly by im sure. He has his work, and i have have my college work to keep me busy, so im certain it will be over in no time. We have also planned a weekend away the first week he is back, BUT i have no idea where we are going! its giving me something to look forward to!
Anyway, i should probably get to sleep, my eyes are half shut and im craving a good sleep! I hope this has brought you some form of entertainment wherever you are. Adios till next time!