So like I said my cousin was able to narrow down why i've been feeling depressed and it i because i have really low self esteem. You're all probably laughing right now and saying who isn't but i find it very disturbing that many girls my age have so much trouble with our self esteem. Either we are just blind of our natural beauty or society makes us hate ourselves because we are not the ideal girl a guy is looking for. But as i was saying yes i'm depressed because i dont look like the other girls, i dont have a perfect body like they do or the perfect smile but i want to be able to help other girls like myself because no one should ever feel like they're less. We were put on this planet for a reason and we should all live up to it. So please if you're having a tough time, talk to me i'm always here to listen... i'd rather see someone else smile than myself.