When you're in your bathroom head resting on the toilet seat because your stomach is in knots and you just wish you would throw up.

When mascara is rolling down your face dripping into the toilet because you're tears have been so constant.

When someone you've tried to trust with all your heart tells you it feels wrong when you're with each other and they must not see you anymore.

That gut wrenching, heart tearing moment when you realize you would try and do anything to fix your mistakes for them, but they sit there and toy with your emotions and feelings.

one day you're best friends
one day he hates you
one day he's forgiving you
the next he's done with you
and the next he says you'll never lose him.

When you realize you're just a toy.

That undescribable feeling you get when you realize you're just a toy.