What a tragic news to hear about someone's death that you knew personally. It feels that way when you don't know in what direction their spirit is going. Will they make it to heaven or not? It's not your call to judge anyone and as a believer you can't help yourself for thinking these thoughts. A young mother of two children left during her sleep and you can only ponder how it happened and what she did her last days alive. I've got to give myself the opportunity to see where my own is headed. Makes you change your perspective on a lot of things.