I just need to write some more.

I just need to buy a notepad or diary type thing and just write without worrying if I will ruin the pages, after all that is what I would have bought it for.

I want my words on paper, not always on a screen, but why is pen to paper so much more real? So much more concrete?

I suppose because I can un-type these words, I can correct these words…I have corrected these words. Everything back then was so raw and real, today everything is edited. You can’t even see a person’s scribbled out mistakes so who knows if they have made any mistakes at all?

But life isn’t perfect, we don’t get things right first time, every time.