For along time I have been comparing my self to other girls, which you should never do. Other girls seem to have the easy life and I'm out here struggle with mine. It's fustrating. I hate feeling like I'm not good enough either but it's something that I can't stop. I have been feeling like this for years now, I try to push the thought away and be strong put it always comes back to me. I also don't have a lot friends, a lot of people don't approach me or feels like they don't want to get to know me. I'm always the shoulder to cry on but not good enough something else. It actually puts me down. It would be nice to have a friend so I can have girly chats, although my boyfriend is my bestfriend and I don't know what I would do without him etc. Of course I don't want too many friends, a lot of girls like to stab you in the back but would be nice to have a few. I feel lonely a lot of the times, I don't really know how to change that. Here I am crying for attention. I just want to be a likeable person but I just don't know how to be one, maybe because I'm shy...I don't know.