From kindergarten to college I never had much time to spend with myself. After completing so called educational traditions of this society, these days I manage to get enough space. I am not a philosopher but I try hard to share my thoughts and gather from people so that we as a union get to some point. I wanna know the thoughts of all those people who give time to themselves, wonder when alone, trying to figure out about why we did what we did and why are we doing what we are doing. Also laugh at myself thinking like an idiot but I am sure there are people out who are just like me.
When I am alone I think about all the things I have been told since I was born and how huge they have affected my life both in positive and negative ways, some building my strength making me stronger others pulling me back from being myself.
I end my aching my head and conclude to nothing. Whenever I am alone whole cluster of these interrogative thoughts push me to search ,search something to which I am related, why I have prejudiced perspectives about life, why I am afraid of living it my way, why I am not able to change myself, why I am not doing anything ,,,but the answers , they say the whole universe reside inside us then why I am not getting response.
I dont't know why but I am searching and I will keep on searching till the infinity notices me. Even if I end up getting nothing atleast I won't die without trying.
So this is to my creator I know you are hiding somewhere, playing games, may be laughing at me but dude am gonna make you listen to me cause I scream so hard that one day my voice gonna hurt your ears ,, may be that day will be the day of my Enlightenment.