When I am alone I think about all the things I have been told since I was born and how huge they have affected my life both in positive and negative ways, some building my strength making me stronger others pulling me back from being myself.
I end my aching my head and conclude to nothing. Whenever I am alone whole cluster of these interrogative thoughts push me to search ,search something to which I am related, why I have prejudiced perspectives about life, why I am afraid of living it my way, why I am not able to change myself, why I am not doing anything ,,,but the answers , they say the whole universe reside inside us then why I am not getting response.
I dont't know why but I am searching and I will keep on searching till the infinity notices me. Even if I end up getting nothing atleast I won't die without trying.
So this is to my creator I know you are hiding somewhere, playing games, may be laughing at me but dude am gonna make you listen to me cause I scream so hard that one day my voice gonna hurt your ears ,, may be that day will be the day of my Enlightenment.